My the time mother and I
arrived back in Milton, she had filled me in on the situation.
My grandfather had
made his money investing in new businesses and his son had continued
in his fathers footsteps however, where my grandfather had done his
homework before making an investment, it appeared that my father
had not always been so diligent. He became involved with a man named
Harrow and they started a business together, buying land and prospecting for oil in America. Harrow
was a charismatic man who easily convinced people to trust
but he also had another side that we had not been aware of.
It seemed that from
day one the business had been little more than a scam, simply an
excuse to get more and more money out of my father with the promise of big returns when they finally struck black gold. When my fathers
money finally began to dry up, Harrow convinced him to take out a bank
loan, assuring him that they were just weeks away from hitting the
big time; then he fled, leaving my father to clean up the mess.
Mother swears that my
father didn't know what was actually going on, that he idolised
Harrow and had simply fallen victim to a conman. I cannot say for certain if it was negligence or wilful ignorance but either way, we were now destitute and he had taken the easy way out.
Unfortunately we
didn't have many assets since our house had been rented and many of my fathers other investments hadn't been fruitful. Everything we did own was
sold to payoff his loan and other debts but even then it didn't quite cover
everything. I could hardly believe that we were homeless. Why hadn't
my father bought our house? He could certainly have afforded to.
Our carriages
disappeared, my mothers jewellery was sold as were most of her
dresses. Somehow she managed to keep my fathers pocket watch, which
she gave to me, but that was almost the only thing we took into
our new life. By the time she came to collect me, this was a fait
accompli and she had already found our new home in a small country
town where living was cheaper than in Milton.
In those days it was
common for widows to rent out rooms in their house to travelling
businessmen. It was cheaper than a hotel and included two meals a day
and it was an easy and acceptable way for a woman on her own to make
a little money. This is how Mrs Dunmore kept herself following her
husbands death. Most of Mr Dunmore's assets had gone to their sons
but his will stated that his wife be allowed to stay in the house
until her death. I believe her sons would have taken care of her but
she was a proud woman who did not want to be a burden to them. Mother
approached her and on the understanding that we would take two rooms
for five years, she gave us a very reasonable rate.
Mother shared with
Fanny while I had the smaller bedroom to myself. I had no time to
adjust to my new situation and after one night in my new home, I began pounding the pavements looking for work.
Mr Maitland was a
draper from Milton, though he had expanded his business and now had
shops in three other towns, including the one we had moved to. I
approached the manager of the shop about a job but as with every other shop I had
tried, he told me that he would get in touch if anything came up. I
left our address, continued looking and thought little more of it.
Two days later I was
surprised when my mother came into my room to say that there was a
gentleman here to see me and I went downstairs to see Mr Maitland,
waiting in Mrs Dunmore's sitting room. Knowing his
connection with Milton, I was sure that he had come for money that my father owed him. Instead he tested my education and
intelligence, then made certain that I could perform sums in my head before he offered me a job
at fifteen shillings a week. I accepted.
Mr Maitland only came
into the shop one day a week but every week me made certain that I was
handling the job and when he felt I was ready, he increased my
responsibilities there. I learned a lot about business and goods
while working there and I believe that it is safe to say that I owe
much of my business prowess to Mr Maitland and his drapers shop.
During this time my
mother and I managed to put three shillings aside each week so that we might
eventually pay back the rest of my fathers creditors and when we had
saved enough, we returned to Milton. I was twenty one.
Mother and I visited
each businessman who was still owed money personally and settled my
fathers debts. Most were surprised to see us, some initially angry,
remembering the money still owed to them.
Mr Maitland offered
me employment in his Milton shop but I felt that I had learned all that
I could from the business and I was ready for more and so Maitland
recommended me to Mr Peters, the manager of Marlborough Mill. I
became his cashier which involved me in all aspects of the business,
from the machinery and its cost of repair to the raw cotton and it's
price fluctuations.
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| Marlborough Mill |
Fanny was twelve when
we moved into the house at Marlborough Mill and she thankfully has
few memories of the poverty we lived in when she was young.
To this day I have mixed feelings about my father. I remember the man that I loved as a child but it is hard to reconcile that image with the man who left us alone in this harsh world. Sometimes I look at Bessy and Alexander and wonder how he could have done it, for there is no force on earth that could take me from my children.
I often I wonder
how my mother coped with so little money, how she managed to keep us
clothed, fed and Fanny educated on my tiny wage but somehow she did and for that I will
always be grateful to her.
At times I had
wondered at the wisdom of my mother wishing me to repay debts that
were not my own but I see now that she was right. In paying back a
debt that was (only in the loosest sense) morally mine, I showed
myself to be an honourable man and more importantly, a man completely
unlike my father. That gesture generated a lot of good will for me
and my family and without it, I do not believe that the bank would
have agreed to lend me the money necessary to buy new machinery for
the mill in later years.
Life has been tough
for me at times but it built my character and my only regret is that
my mother lost her smile.
I am happy to report though, that in recent years though, she has begun to
rediscover the happiness she knew when I was a boy, helped in no small part by my wife and child and of course, her new husband.
Sometimes I see her trying to chide Bessy for wrongdoing but much
like when I was a boy, I can see that it is taking all her
will to suppress her smile.
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